Since the beginning of your life, you have been told what you are supposed to do, how you are supposed to do it and so on. Along with the societal programming , there is a level of trauma that every person experiences as a part of being a human on this planet. Regardless of what you have experienced the process of awakening begins with one simple step, becoming aware. Once you are aware of the state you are in and the programs you are susceptible to you can begin to clear and reset these programs/trauma in close proximity to what your true self would do.
“If you become aware of your automatic habits and you are conscious of your unconscious behaviors, so you cannot go unconscious again, then you are changing" - Dr. Joe Dispenza
Catalysts are normal and necessary to begin your awakening
If you reading this it's likely because you have recently experienced a cataclysmic event that has brought you to a place where you want something new, different and powerful to start making changes in your life. The downside is this event has likely been very difficult and painful in a lot of ways. For me, that was the moment after my second divorce to the same girl. Yes, I was married TWICE to the SAME girl. I will go into the details of the event in another piece but all you need to know was this event rocked me to core, so much so that I had hit the lowest point in 28 years on this earth. I felt alone, like really alone. I knew that what happened was no ones fault but my own and the way I had been going about things was not working. I knew the only way to be happy again was that something inside me NEEDED TO CHANGE. I needed to dig deep, deeper than I have ever gone before so I could begin to create something new. I am talking brand spankin new. I needed to discover who the real person was that was buried deep beneath all the shit I have learned in this existence. I need to begin my awakening.
“The only Journey is the one within" - Rainer Maria Rilke
I remember the day I had hit my lowest point and it was that same day I decided I was going to figure out how the fuck to become the true Sean that I was always meant to be. I knew the process was gonna be hard but I also knew that I would succeed and I would be able to make massive shifts in the way I perceive myself and the reality that I live in.
As I mentioned above the first step in the process is awareness. The first step I took in this process was to cut off as many crutches as I could at the given time. The biggest ones for me was dating and porn. Its uncomfortable to bring it up but the truth is, I needed that external validation to help me think I had some higher value when in reality my value as person had never diminished since day 1 on this planet. It's only from societal programming that makes you think your value comes from some external factor. You worth is 100% no matter what. No matter how many times you mess up, or get it wrong you are still deserving of every benefit the universe has to offer and there is an infinite amount of abundance available to anyone who is simply able to tap into it"
“Abundance, like everything else in the universe, is simply a specific arrangement of energy and information. With our intention, we can change the energy, add new information, and manifest whatever we want, need, or desire. Abundance is unlimited, unbounded, and always available." - Deepak Chopra
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